Church said much the same thing on the matter. It isn't...a matter of not believing or trusting any of you, more that-...in the long list of things that I've done, I'm still certain something will be one step too far, one act too unthinkable for any of you to ever look at me the same way again. And you would no doubt be right to, there's nothing I've done that I can defend.

But I...want us to stay together. Perhaps it's selfish of me as well, but the last thing I ever want is to be left alone a second time. In dismantling the network and whatever may come after that-...I don't want to be left behind.